Sunday, March 23, 2014

A Blessing In Disguise: It's 9-part 1

December 8th
Safaree's POV

Sooooo... Today is our 9 month anniversary. I've been planning this day since like October. I know she's gonna enjoy it

"SAFAREEEEEEEE!"

"Yes?"

Nothing.

"YES?"

Nothing.

"YEEEEEEES?"

Once again...... Nothing.

I trudged down the stairs to my mom's room while grumpily mumbling "I swear she do this shit on purpose bruh."

Upon entering her room I say "yes. Ma'am," so she could see my irritation.

"Yuh kno Safaree... Yuh mek the best drink of water..."

This made me frown. Deeply.

"You called me all the way down here from my room upstairs to get you some water when the kitchen is right there?"

"Well yuh right here now so yuh might as well..."

I playfully glared at her while trying not to smile. That plan ultimately failed.

"Mama you are truly some else."

"Mmmhm now gwan. Gwan bwoy. Mi seh mi need water."

"Need?! Ooo you sound a little thirsteeeeeh!"

I quickly ran out of her room laughing and shut the door while she spit a stream of choice words at me. As soon as the door closed something hit it and I knew she had thrown a shoe at me.

Ah man I love my mama.

After taking her some water and heading back to my room, I calle my Nika.

"Babyyyyyyyy!" She exclaimed through the phone.

"You missed me?"

"Of course I did! You knew that already. Why'd you even ask?"

"I just wanted to hear my baby girl say she missed me."

"Oh word?"

"Yes word girl! What you doing?"

"Tryna figure out what me and my boyfriend doing today."

"Oh shit you got a boyfriend?"

"Yep! And I don't think he'd appreciate another man talking to me like this." She stated causing both of us to laugh.

"I love you little girl."

"Stop calling me that! I ain't that damn little... But I love you too papi."

"Nic stop."

"Whaaaat?! You don't like me calling you papi?"

"It's not that I don't like it. I do like it. Love it. Too much actually!"

"Are you trying to tell me that it arouses you?" She asked seductively.

Or maybe it was just me listening with my wood.

"Nicki. Chill out my nigga."

"*moans into the phone* Safaree you like it don't you papi! Mmmmm"

Her moaning my name like that had a nigga bout to bust out of his pants bruh. Sexiest thing ever.

"Onika Tanya Maraj. I gotta go. I'll talk to you later. Bye."

"Wait Saf-"

I quickly hung up not giving her time to finish. She play too much man. I look down at my piece throbbing through my gym shorts. Damn girl damn!

Back to the plan. Nicki doesn't know about anything. She's still kinda upset about me saying we were just gonna chill. She won't say she is though. I can tell through her actions.

I called the restaurant to make sure the dining hall was set up. They said they just finished it. I rented it out for her.

Well I paid a portion of everything and my mom and auntie paid the other part. I ain't got that type of money yet.

After hanging up with them, I called the cabin to see how that was going. I had specific details I needed done. The girl on the phone said the room was almost complete and they'd send a picture.

I had my sisters Sam and Neek go shopping for Nic. I asked them to get her clothes, shoes, underwear(a couple really sexy ones), swimsuits(they got bikinis), and other stuff. All of this had to be kept from Nicki.

It probably sounds like a lot for a nine month anniversary but it's also her birthday. I want my baby to have fun and really enjoy herself.

Before I called to tell her I was on the way, I called Mama Carol. I told her everything about what I was planning for this mini vacation. Like any mother she asked if I planned on sleeping with Nika. Knowing honesty is the best policy I told her it wasn't my plan but if things lead us to that point then yeah. But I'd be making love to her. Not just sleeping with her. She seemed to understand at that. I know MC was nervous but after that it sounded like she also loved the idea of everything.

"Safaree I know you didn't hang u-"
I cut her off before she could finish.

"I'm on the way. Be ready in 20 minutes."

"That's not on the way. You live like 8 minutes away from me."

"Okay but how long does it take for you to get ready?"

Silence.

"Exactly. Be ready when I get there. If you're not we will majors problems."

She smacked her lips.

"What you gon do?"

"Don't test me Onika."

She was silent for a while and then responded, "okay. I'll see you then."

"I love you. See you in 20."

"I love you too Faree. Bye."

I actually have 30 minutes. I just said 20 so she could put a pep in her step. She has a whole 10 minutes to spare. I'm amazing right? I know.

'Omg. It's her birthday and your anniversary. Why haven't you said anything?' Cuz that's for later. Duh. ;)

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Nicki's POV

Okay okay wait. Wait. Wait. What. The. Fuck.

So he just calls me and tells me to be ready in 20 minutes. No details. What am I gonna do? Plus I have to watch Micaiah later... Oh God

I quickly brush my teeth again so I don't have breakfast stuck in my teeth and get the smell off my breath. I already took my shower so I'm not pressed for time with that.

I don't wanna dress up cuz I don't know where we're going. At the same time though I don't wanna be too dressed down cuz.... I DONT KNOW WHERE WE'RE GOING! Jesus!

After rummaging through my closet, I'm finally dressed. I glance back at the clock and I only have 8 minutes left.... I haven't even started on my hair and makeup! What am I gonna dooooo!!!!

3 minutes passed as I tried fixing my hair in a way that'd match my outfit. It's not working. Fuck this. Imma just wear a wig. I can't deal.

I look at the clock once more after wrapping my hair up. It's been 23 minutes! Oh God please don't let Safaree be here.

See I'm not usually scared of him but the tone of his voice this time scared the fuck out of me. I'm not tryna "test" him as he said.

Making sure my wig was looking right, I applied very little makeup. Not cuz I wanted to but because that's what time allowed.

Quickly throwing on my shoes I ran downstairs.

"Mommyyyyy!"

"Yes Onika?"

"I'm about to leave"

"Okay baby. Have fun with Safaree."

"You already knew?"

"Yes. He called earlier."

"Oh.... Okay. Well I'll tell him to bring me back so I can watch Caiah."

"Nicki don't worry about it. Just go. We'll be fine."

"Um... Okay. I love you ma"

"I love you too. Be safe little girl!"

"Yeah yeah"

I rolled my eyes while walking out the house. Why everybody wanna call me little? I'm 18 now. I'm grown. Legal. I'm not little. The fuck?

I check my phone. It's been 27 minutes and Safaree's not... Ooooh I see what he did.

"Look at you all ready on time and stuff" he said coming up to me.

"Mmmhm! Now can you tell me where we're going?"

"We're going to chill. Ain't that what I told you?"

"Safaree really? You were serious? You're an asshole you know. You rush me and threaten me so we could chill? What type of bullshi-"

His lips crashed into mine. What was I just talking about? Idk but his lips. Mmmm

"Do you trust me?"

"Yes..."

"Do you love me?"

"Yes Safaree." I wanted to focus on his words but his lips are all on my mind right now

"Then baby calm down baby. You'll enjoy it. I promise."

"Okay." God look at them. They're so perfect.

"Nic!"

"Hmmm....?" I can't stop staring! Omg what is going on?

"You good baby?"

"Yeah I'm good..." I state then wrap my arms around his neck.

I guess he knew what I wanted cuz he licked them and leaned back down to me. Had then kisses me with so much love and passion I swear I'm melting.

"Safaree I love you so much." I stated as my light words became light moans

He pulled away and stared into my eyes.

"I love you more Onika."

I blush at his words and makes my way to the passenger door he opened for me. I love being in love.

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

A Blessing In Disguise: Us As We Are

Posted this on wattpad and forgot to post it here. Sorry guys but here you go





setting of the story now


It was now almost December, about 10 months since Onika and Safaree became friends and 8 since they started dating.

The longer their relationship lasted the stronger their bond got. The two are practically inseparable. The original glow and love they shared hasn't seared in the least bit. In fact they are better now than in the beginning.

Young Money has been working nonstop. Each member has lots of music out now. The most popular are Wayne, Drake, Nicki, and Tyga.

Drake hasn't bothered Nicki since May nor has Derrick since April so it is assumed that those two are okay and living straight.



So now we're all caught up to present day let's jump right in shall we?

Day: November 27th
Time: 11:37pm
Picture: Onika and Safaree cuddled up on the large couch of the Maraj living room in front of the plasma under a large pink, black, and white blanket with Nicki's name in silver across the middle (just so you can get the deep details and stuff)

ACTION!






Nicki rested her head on Safaree's shoulder and exhaled loudly.

"I can't wait until it snows."

Safaree shifted his gaze to his girlfriend, "And why do you say that?"

She softly giggled at his question before looking up at him with excitement in her eyes

"Becaaaause we can kiss in the snow and make snow angels and snowmen and snow-women and snow-babies and take pictures and be really.... Amazing..." she stated dreamily. 

"Alright baby."

"Then on Christmas we can go play in the snow then come back in and open presents and stuff! I'm so exciteeeed!"

"We can do all that if that's what you want to do my love," he said after his brief chuckle then kissed her forehead.

"That's not all I want though," she mumbled so he wouldn't hear and looked at him with pure love in her eyes.

Although she didn't want him to, he heard what she said and almost choked. He played it off as though it was a cough so she wouldn't know he heard her. 

"Hey Nic let's go to sleep. Ion wanna wake up late tomorrow."

"But Fareeeeee! It's not even that late. I just wann-" she began but was interrupted with a stern yet loving and passionate kiss.

Without breaking the kiss, Nicki straddled his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck while he slipped his arms around her waist. Safaree stood up with her still in his arms and broke away from the kiss.

"Sleep."

"But Saf-"

"Now."

She looked at Safaree's face then peered into his eyes before determining he was extremely serious. 

"Okaaay. As long as you carry me to my room and hold me all night," Nic bargained. 

"I can do that," he said before pecking her lips lightly and took off towards her room. 

Once he reached her room, he placed her under the covers and got in behind her. 

"Good night Onika."

"Good night Safaree."

"I love you."

Nicki turned around to look at him. She caressed his cheek before kissing him lightly. 

"I love you too."

And with that she began to doze off. Shortly after, Safaree met her in dreamland. 



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Nicki stepped in the booth ready to record. 

"Aye Faree. Can you play the beat I was talking about earlier?

"Which one?"

"The one that kinda sounds like Buzz Lightyear?"

"Oooooh! You bout to spit on that?!"

"Yeah..." she looked away blushing

"NIC! You bout to MURDER that shit!"

"Shut uuuuup! Oh my gosh"

"You talking bout this one right?" he said as he played the beginning of the track. 

"YUP! That's the one!"

"Alright. Let's goooo!"

As Nicki stood there listening to the beat, her words began to float out of her mouth. 

"Fitted down and I'm ready to play"

Her bars came out flawless. Her rhymes and word play blew Safaree's minds. 

"I fuck with Dirty Money like what's under the couch"

"OOOOOOOO SHIT! PAM PAM PAM PAM"

She looked at her boyfriend as he reacted to her lyrics and smiled while still rapping


When satisfied with the song, she came out of the booth grinning

"Yoooooo! Nic I told you! I told you ma!"

"You are crazy."

"But you love me," Safaree said walking up to her. 

She closed the distance between the two and wrapped her arms around his neck. 

"I sure do. Completely head over heels in love with my Mr. Samuels, " she stated as she lifted her chin and pecked his lips. 

He licked his lips and smirked at Nicki, "and I'm 100% in love with my Mrs. Samuels."

She dropped her arms from around him and crossed the over her chest. 

"And who the fuck would that .... Oh..."

Blushing heavily, she giggled and turned her head away from him only to have it brought back to his face and her lips kissed tenderly. 

"Safaree..."

"Wassup?"

Nicki paused for a second thinking of how to phrase what she was wondering. After a few more seconds passed, she looked into his eyes. 

"How long do you see us staying together?"

"Honestly.... I would love to say forever but I know nothing lasts forever in this world. I want to be with you forever though. Imma be right by you for as long as you ask me to be..."

His statement caused Nicki to grin but that smile fell as more questions flourished from it

"So...... Would you marry me?"

"Hell yeah! You're amazing! The most amazing girl I know. I love everything about you. You make life worth living."

"Saf-"

"And no I'm not just saying this because it seems like what you want to hear. I'm saying it because I mean it. I mean every word I said to you."

After this, Nicki couldn't take it anymore. She jumped into his arms and pressed her lips to his. She wanted him.

No she NEEDED him. 

Although she knew she would have to wait, she knew he was her future and would be in her future for years to come. 

Safaree felt the same way. At that moment, he knew she was his wife. His lover for the rest of his life. The one who'd bring all of his kids into the world.




Later that night, all of their love for each other was shown.... physically.


Not with sex though. 

Through cuddling and kissing because Safaree didn't want to have her regret it with it still being early in their relationship 



(A/n: I'm not putting in a sex scene this soon. No baybeh... so get over it! =D) 



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"FAREEEEEEEEEEEE!" Nicki screamed while she jumped on a sleeping Safaree

He slowly opened his eyes and looked over at her

"Yeah? wassup?"

"Can you believe on my birthday we'd been together for 9 whoooooole months?!?! oh my GOD! What are we gonna do? We need to plan!"

She began to freak out. Her birthday and 9 month-iversary were in 6 days and they hadn't planned anything.

"Relaaaax! What we're gonna do it lay right here and go back to sleep. Alright?" He stated and placed his arm around her pulling her back under her covers. 

She flipped over and slapped his arm away.

"Safaree are you fucking serious?! We've been together this long and NOW you wanna act stupid?! The anniversary that's on MY birthday and you wanna act stupid?!"

"Maaaa chill out. You're spending time with me. Ain't that what you do on anniversaries? Spend time with your partner? So what's the problem?"

"Stop being a fucking jackass! You get on my neeeeerves sometimes! UGH!"

"But you love me right?"

"Safaree." She stared at him trying to show him now was not the time for that. 

"No answer my question. Do you or do you not love me?"

Nicki released a heavy sigh dropping her arms to her sides. "Yes I love you Safaree."

"And you know I love you?"

"Safa-"

"Answer me Onika."

"I... I don't know Safaree."

"You don't know?"

"I don't. I mean. I do know but... Sometimes I question it at times."

"Baby are you serious?"

"Yes. I... Don't be mad at me please. I just... I don't know..." she said as she looked away from him

Safaree stood from her bed and walked up to her, "Baby I wouldn't be mad at you. It's my fault. If you have to wonder that, I'm not doing my job. I do love you Nic. That will never change."

"Faree. I'm sorry for doubting it. I love you too. I shouldn't ever do that to you."

SB picked her up and kissed her sweetly

"I love you."

"I love you too."


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I hope this is acceptable. I tried okay? Idk if this is long or short but I was running out of stuff to say sooooo I stopped. I'm sooooooooo sorry it took so long. Struggle right? But yeah. Thanks for reading my story! Until next time...



Iiiiiiit's Barbie bitch! 😘d

Monday, June 3, 2013

A Blessing In Disguise: Love Me

It has been a few weeks after the bedroom incident and their feelings for each other grew more and more everyday.

"Safaree guess what!" Nicki screamed ecstatically on her way to the lunch table Safaree was sitting at.

"Wassup munchkin?"

She gave him the dead face as she sat down, placed her French toast sticks on the table, then smiled again. 

"Aubrey said he likes me!"

"Aubrey? The hell is that?" 

"It's Drake, Safaree."

"Wait.... That lightskin nigga?" Nicki nodded her head making Safaree die laughing

"What is so funny? I wanna laugh too."

"Homeboy got a girly ass name like shit" he said then immediately started cackling. His laugh made Nicki giggle.

"Shut up you big brown crayon! It's not funny!"

"Yes the hell it is!" he laughed louder

"I think it's cute." She said before pouting

"Alright alright. I'm done. You feeling him back?"

"I don't knooooow... I don't like being all lonely though."

"You should never feel lonely Nic! That's why I'm here." He pulled her into a tight yet goofy hug.

"Boy bye. Move around." She rolled her eyes while her heart was smiling.

"That's how you feeling Nic?"

"Yep. That's how I'm feeling nicca!"

He gripped his chest and gasped dramatically. "I'm so hurt! I thought you loved me!"

Nicki did her famous cackle before saying "Faree stoooppppp!!" And laughing again

"You so goofy Onika."

"You love it though."

"I do. I'm glad you know." She giggled while her mind wondered if he meant as more than friends.

"Back to this Drake situation though Nicki. You wanna date him?"

"Not really. He stares at me too much. It'd be an experience though. Plus it feels good when someone likes me. That's why Im actually considering it."

"You know almost every nigga... And a few girls...like you right?"

"Okay... When they TELL me they like me."

"Oh... then go for it."

"BUT there's this guy I really wanna date but I don't know if he likes me back."

"You want me to beat him up and make him like you back?"

"Naaaah. It's okay." If only you knew I'm talking about you...

"Alright. Let me know little girl."

"Man shut up. I ain't that damn little!"




Later that day 



"Nicki..."

"Yes Aubrey?"

"Why do you call me Aubrey? Everybody calls me Drake except you."

"Because 1. I like Aubrey more. 2. I feel like if I call a person their real name, I feel closer to them."

"So you want to be close to me?"

"Don't get gassed nigga. I want to get close to everyone. Just in different ways depending on who."

"Oh okay. So what about me? What type of way do y-"

"Aye Nika!"

"Hey Faree! Um Drake I will talk to you later okay?"

"Whatever."

"Oooooh...kay. Bye. Fareeeeeee!!!" She got up and hugged him tight

"We haven't seen each other since breakfast yo"

"I know right? I missed you..." She said as she looked up at him with a pout. 

At that very moment, he wanted nothing more than to kiss her pouted pink lips. Although the temptation was high, he resisted. Instead, he licked his lips and replied.

"I missed you more love"

She playfully rolled her eyes and grabbed his arm. "Why are we still at school? The bell rang. Lets go swimming. Please Faree. Pleeeaaassseee!" She dragged him to his car while pleading the whole way.

"Ask your mom. I can't just take you. Did you even bring a swim suit?"

"Ummm no but I have on marching underwear..."

"Onika."

"Safaree please! I just want to spend to at the pool with my best friend."

"Fine. You still need to ask your mom though."

"K."

Meanwhile at the table: Drake

"I'll have her as mine. If that means getting that big headed nigga out the picture... Permanently... I'll do it. I have to have her.

Back to Nicki and safaree 

"She said okay just be back by curfew."

"Alright baby...yyy girl what's yo name? Let me talk to ya. Let me buy you a drank!" He sang, trying to cover his slip up.

"Ohhhh kay. Yeah. Randomly burst into song. That's great." She said, going along with it.

The ride was comfortably silent other than the music from the radio playing.

Once they arrived, Nicki squealed and sped out of the car as soon as it stopped.

Nicki dove into the 8 feet part of the pool as soon as she could in her underwear.

She swam back to the top of the water. "Faree get in. Come ooooon! Be cute with me. Please?"

"Okay Nic." He took of his clothes and got in the pool in his boxers

After a while, Nicki swam over to Safaree and sat on his lap.

"Thank you Faree."

"For?"

"For bring my friend. For making me feel special. For everything." She laid her head on his chest and he instinctively wrapped his arms around her waist

"It's no problem. You mean a lot to me. I would do anything for you. You know that?"

She looked up at him. "I do now."

For the first time, he paid attention to the look in her eyes and saw a look of security and love. She looked in his and saw love and protection.

Safaree placed his hand on her cheek and pulled her into an extremely loving kiss.

From Nicki sitting on his lap, the kiss, and the warm water, Safaree naturally had an erection. 

Because Nicki was on his lap, she felt it. She pulled away and put her forehead against his.

"I love you."

"I love you more."

She blushed, expecting him not to say it back, then said, "I think he loves me too..." and giggling.

"Welp he'll just have to wait. You ready to go home?"

"Yeah."

The ride back to Nicki's house was once again comfortably silent. They found themselves holding hands the whole ride but didn't seperate them.

Pulling up, Safaree got out and opened Nicki's door and walked her to the door, the normal stuff for them. When giving his goodbye hug. He kissed her tenderly and winked. 

"I love you baby. See you tomorrow. Good night."

"I love you too." spoke an awestruck Nicki, who touched her lips lightly.

She unlocked the door as Mama Carol came down the stairs with her little brother, Micaiah.

"Aww my baby is glowing." She said with her Trinidadian accent. 

"Either you're pregnant, just lost your virginity or in love. Which one? It better be the last one."

"It is ma. I love him so much. And he loves me. It's the best feeling ever."

"Safaree?"

"Yeeeees!"

"I knew it was gonna happen. Y'all are so cute together."

"He's so perfect..." She said as she went upstairs and plopped on her bed.

With Safaree 

"Ma I love her. She's so perfect. Is it weird that I know she'll be my wife already?"

"No baby. It's not. I pray you're right. I like that girl" she said in her deep Jamaican accent.
 
Safaree "I love her."

Nicki "I love him"

Both "Forever"










I know this is short but hey, here you go

Sunday, March 24, 2013

A Blessing in Disguise: High School


  • Remember the colored italics are thoughts.
  • Please excuse any typos
  • Enjoooooy! =)





"Fareeeee! That feels so good! Oh my GOD!"

He was hitting spots she didn't know were there and she loved every bit of it.

"You like that huh?"

"Yeeeessss! Please don't stop."

After about 20 more minutes he stopped and smiled at her while wiping his hands.

"Thank you for that massage Safaree. It felt so damn good!"

"No problem but Nic..."

"Yeah?"

"If anyone heard us or saw you right now, they'd think we were having sex...or about to."

"Oh... yeah..."

They laughed at the situation and she put her clothes back on. Her body was relieved and relaxed right along with her mind and heart.

It's now March and it has been about 2 months since they became close friends. They both caught feelings for each other but neither said anything for fear of rejection. Everyone could see their feelings... everyone but them.


At school


"Faree come on! I gotta introduce you to MY people since almost everyday I'm meeting another one of your friends..."

"Well you never said anything."

"Cuz I don't have to nigga. Now hurry up!" She exclaimed as she pulled him down the hallway to the cafeteria.

"Nic... as many times as we've walked into the cafeteria together, we've NEVER been stared at this much."

"Well that's cuz I got a surprise for you." She kissed his cheek and pulled out two lunches. "I made you lunch so you don't gotta go up there."

Aw man... she tryna kill me already... He closed his eyes and said a silent prayer for his health then smiled at her. "Thank you Nic. Where are these friends of yours?"

"Here they come now. I'm exciiiiteeedddd!!!" She bounced in her seat while looking at the group of people walking towards their table."

"Waddup Nic" said a kinda small guy with dreads.

"Hey Waaayne!" She looked around the group noticing one person was missing. "Heeey... Where's Baby?"

"He had to go home but he'll be here later."

"Oh okay. Well yall this is Safaree. Faree these are my friends, Wayne, Shanell, Twist, Chuckee, my twin Gudda, my nigga T Streetz, Mack, Drake, Millz, and Tyga. You know how I rap and sing? Yeah well thats what we do in Young Money. I'm the newest member." She beamed as she told him.

"Nic that's AMAZING!"

"I know right! That's not all though. It's a record label too..." he stared at her with large eyes. "Yeah... I got signed." He cheesed at her then picked her up and spun her around making her laugh loudly. He put her back down and hugged her tight. They simultaneously thought: It feels perfect in his arms. It feels perfect with her in my arms. "I am so proud of you Nic. That is... WOW!"

Wayne whispered "they might as well kiss. They prolly love each other. Little soft ass niggas." The rest of the group laughed lightly before agreeing... all but one: Drake.

"Yall gon eat? Sit down if you want. I'm hungry and Nic made me food."

She beamed at his 'readiness' to eat her food and sat next to him. "I completely forgot!"

Shanell shook her head and smiled "Cute asses." Nicki flicked her off then laughed.

"Yoooo Nicki is this mad good!" Safaree said right before he shoved more of the spaghetti and macaroni and cheese in his mouth.

"Awww! Thank you! I know"

"But no... this is good as fuck!"

"You doubted my skills nigga?"

He didn't reply and everyone busted out laughing. Nicki rolled her eyes with a smile and started eating her food.



"FAAAAAAAAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!"

"Wassup Nic?"

"Carry me?"

"But you got working legs just like I do..."

"Pweeeeaaaasssseeee?" she asked in a baby voice with a pout

"Man fine. Where you gotta go?"

"To the field. We got practice."

"I'm heading to the field too. You lucky." he said as he picked her up bridal style.

"Yeah like you weren't gonna do it anyway."

"Word? How bout I drop you off right here and keep walking?"

"Fine then little nigga."

"Ain't nothing on me little, little girl." Nicki raised her eyebrow at him and he acted like he was gonna drop her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and clung to him. Safaree smiled down at her and kept walking.

"I could get used to this." he whispered.


Nicki ran over to Safaree before he went into the locker room.

"Hey Faree! You wanna come over my house once you're finished?"

"Sure. You got a ride home?"

"Yeah. My mom finally let me drive my car"

"Alright. I'll meet you there."


"Hey Safaree! Onika just got home. She said wait on her bed... or something like that."

"Okay. Thank you Mama Carol. It was nice seeing you."

"You too." He nodded his head politely before heading to Nicki's room. He sat on her bed and listened when he heard her voice from the bathroom.

 "Ha... she's singing one of those old cheesy love songs in the shower. Adorable."

About 30 minutes later Nicki walked out of the bathroom listening to music with a towel around her and her hair dripping down her back, completely oblivious to Safaree on her bed. She got her clothes and sat on her bed without looking up.

Safaree saw her come of out bathroom and looked back at his phone. He felt the bed shift so he moved over so she'd have room then went back to his game. Out of the corner of his eye he saw something pink fall. He looked up at Nicki seeing her naked. His mouth dropped as his eyes unconsciously roamed her body. Shaking the dirty thoughts from his mind and adjusting the growth in his pants, he covered his eyes and tapped her making sure she was aware of his presence.

Nicki removed her earphones and looked in the direction she was tapped. When she saw him, she quickly jumped up and wrapped her towel back around herself.

"OH MY GOD! Safaree I apologize oh my God oh my God oh my GOD! I deadass forgot you were gonna be here."

 "It's alright Nic. Calm down."

 "I feel so stupid. Wow. I'll be back." She sighed and went back into the bathroom shaking her head.

 "My best friend... the boy I have a major crush on... just saw me butt ass naked. He probably thinks I did it on purpose... like I was throwing myself at him... like I'm one of them hoes at our school. I feel so fucking STUPID! FUCK!" She kicked the bathtub with the bottom of her foot then plopped down on the toilet seat cover.

 Safaree heard the end of her rant. "Me? Think she was a hoe? Man nah... if only she knew I liked her a lot. Maybe love... I gotta start writing my feelings out again."


 Safaree POV(in his journal)


We acted as if the incident didn't happen and spent the rest of the day chilling talking watching movies... just the regular. I really really REALLY like her. I honestly do say I'm in love with her... in love with Onika Tanya Maraj. I've never felt this deeply for anyone. I have been in love before though. This is like 100 times stronger than that. I don't know how she did it. How she made me fall so deeply in love with her in such short time. She's just... perfect. It's weird cuz it hurts to be away from her. Like I'm missing a piece of me when I'm not with her or talking to her. I don't get it. I really am in love with Onika Tanya Maraj... wow. My little angel... Of course I wouldn't tell her this. Just to get rejected and shut down and mess up our friendship... nah I'm good. I miss her now. Her beautiful face. Her smile. Her ugly yet adorable laugh. Her in general. This is serious... wow. I clearly need to sleep. Good night journal. 
 -Safaree. 






This is maaaaaaaad short but I was getting tired of typing it. So here you go.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

A Blessing in Disguise: Catch Me

This is really gonna be a short story. I have like 3 other ones planned out. Please excuse any typos. Enjoy <3


A knock sounded through the Maraj household. The 17 year old daughter, Onika, walked to the door in her pajamas and opened it to let the carpet guy in. He was a tall, dark fellow and he looked young.
"Hi! My name is Onika, but you can call me Nicki if you'd like." She said as she shook his hand.
"Safaree. You can call me Scaff Beezy or SB ."
"I'd rather call you Faree..." she giggled as he gave her a strange look.
"Uh... okay. Where should I start?"
"The living room. Then you can go up to the game room. After that the bedrooms."
"And how many bedrooms are there?"
"4."
Safaree already knew everything she was telling him, but he wanted to keep talking to her. As he made it upstairs, another knock hit the door. Nicki opened it quickly then froze in her tracks.
"Hey baby."
"Do NOT call me that. What do you want?"
"I miss you."
"Okay and?"
"Aren't you gonna let me in?"
"Do I look like I am?" She folded her arms and cocked her head to the side.
"Yes...?"
"Well I'm not. Again I ask what do you want?"
"I was wondering if we could... you know... give us another chance?"
"Derrick you CHEATED ON ME! MORE THAN ONCE! With DIFFERENT GIRLS!" Safaree heard commotion and stepped in the hall to peep it.
"It's YOUR fault I cheated! You never gave me love! You gave up on us! YOU did!"
"Are you fucking KIDDING ME?! I gave you my EVERYTHING Derrick. You were my first time! You had ALL of me! What else did you need?!"
"You're always playing the victim Nicki!"
"After 3 years of lies and revolving around YOU, I think I can take A LITTLE time to think about myself!"
"Wow... Imagine if anyone from school saw us arguing. They'd hate me."
"So this WHOLE time we we'really arguing the ONLY thing you got was your image at school?! You're horrible... Look in the mirror sometimes."
Derrick looked up and saw Safaree. He became visibly furious.
"You fucking another nigga? HUH? That's why you won't talk to me?!" He stepped in the doorway and got in her face.
"I won't talk to you because you're an ASSHOLE. I'm not having sex with Safaree. He's over here-"
"And you know his name?!"
"You introduce yourself to visitors you don't know dumb ass. You know what... why am I even entertaining this bullshit? Get the fuck out my-"
Before she knew what happened, she was on the tile with her hand on her cheek. Safaree flew down the stairs and punched Derrick in the face.
"NEVER put your hands on a female! What the fuck is wrong with you?! Dumb ass nigga!"
As SB finished his sentence, he kicked Derrick in the stomach and out of the house.
"You okay Nic?"
"He really just hit me. Him... of all people... HIM! Wow..."
"He has some problems. But seriously are you okay?"
"Oh... yeah. Thanks." She grabbed the hand he had out for her and pulled herself up. "I apologize for you having to see that..."
"Hey. It's no problem. No man should put his hands on a girl. Especially not one as beautiful as you." He winked at her and smiled one of the most beautiful smiles she had ever on a man.
"Thank you Faree..." she blushed but tried to hide it which ultimately failed.
"Well... Imma go finish."
"Wait... how old are you?"
"I'm almost 18. Why?"
"Because you look young. You graduate this year?"
"Yeah. You?"
"Next year."
"Aww you're a little kid"
"Nigga bye. Go finish ya job and shit"
"Oooh! That's how you feeling?"
"Yep!" She playfully rolled her eyes and walked up the stairs. He watched the way her butt moved as she walked and licked his lips.
"Stop staring at my ass perv!" She laughed as she walked into her room.
Safaree was almost done with the house. All he needed to do was Nicki's room. He was about to knock on her door when he heard music and her voice rapping on it.

"You succeeded at your attempts to make me
Need you desperately to vindicate me
It's funny how you could always make me feel small
I have given my all
Catch me
Catch me
I think I'm gon fall..."

She stopped rapping and cried.
"You hurt me. You were my first love and you went and did this shit. Why? Why would you do this to me?"
She cried harder and harder as the seconds passed. Although Safaree barely knew her, hearing her cry broke his heart. He assumed it was because he hated when his mom or sisters cried.
"Nic?" He knocked on the door softly. He heard her sniffle and move around then open the door.
"Hey! You finished?"
"Almost. I gotta do your room and I'll be done."
"Oh well I'll go to the game room and chill until you're done."
"You don't have to go. I'd rather you stay honestly..." he looked away from her shyly as he spoke the last part.
She smiled a huge smile which mesmerized him until he noticed she was speaking.
"Okay. I'll stay since you want me to." Onika went and plopped on her bed.
He brought the carpet cleaner in and started by the area farthest from the door.
"I heard your song and the stuff you said after it... I wish I could've prevented all of it from happening..."
"It wasn't your fault. You couldn't help it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?"
"No not really." They laughed lightly.
"Faree come sit. Let's talk."
"About what exactly?" He side-eyed her and kept cleaning the carpet.
"About anything. You're interesting and you make me smile."
He unplugged his machine and sat next to her. "I'm glad I finished. You're persistent."
"I know. So when's your birthday?"
"July 4th."
"That's cool! You get to see fireworks and stuff on your birthday!"
"It would be cooler if I was born here. When's yours?"
"December 8th. What do you mean 'if I was born here.'?"
"I was born in Jamaica"
(A/N: Safaree was born in Jamaica or just his parents? If not let's just say he was cuz I can't think)
"REALLY?! WEST INDIES!!"
"What? Where were you born?"
"Trinidaaaad!"
"That makes a lot of sense."
"What?"
"That you're so beautiful."
"Oh... stop that..."
"Stop what?" He looked at her in pure confusion.
"Stop making me bluuuush..."
"Ooohhh!" He laughed loudly which made her laugh too.
"It feels like I've known you longer than a few hours..."
"Yeah... it does." He looked around her room to see 18 pictures of her at the top of the wall "You take a professional picture every year?" "Yeah. On my birthday. I can't wait for this year's picture." Under the pictures, there were a lot of trophies and awards. In the middle of the cheerleading trophies, was a picture of Nicki in a scorpion pointing at the camera with his school colors on her uniform. Safaree stared at it weirdly before getting up to examine it closer. He glanced back at her with a quizzical look on his face
"You go to Weston?"
"Yeah. I do. Why? What's up?"
"Really? I go to Weston. I'm the running back on the varsity team..."
"Whaaaaat?! I'm the captain on the varsity squad! How did we never run into each other?"
"I don't usually stay for the celebrations."
"I don't either. I was talking about at school and practices"
"I'm not sure... what time will your family be back?"
"They're out of town."
"Why didn't you go with them?"
"Because we have a competition in a few days. I had to stay for my team."
"You're a good captain." Safaree's phone sounded signaling a text from his mom. "Welp I gotta head home. That's my mom. It was nice talking to Nicki."
She walked him to the door and held it for him. "It was nice talking to you as well SB. I see us being really close in the future."
"So you can see the future too? That's So Raven type shit." Nicki laughed her signature laugh and Safaree smiled.
"Byyyeee Safareeeeee!"
"Byyyeee Onikaaaaa! Be good. I have you parents' number." He mocked
"Oh so you can have theirs but not mine? Alright." He quickly gave her his phone and they exchanged numbers.
"I hope to see you around."
"Same here..."
They hugged for a while and he whispered in her ear.
"I'll catch you."
She blushed then smiled up at him and he kissed her forehead
"Thank you. Bye Faree."
"Bye Nic."

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Idk what this is called

Okay this is really short. Idk what it is or what it's called. This will be a short story i guess but it's not actually about Nicki or Safaree. Here you go. Tell me what it should be called too...

"Um... we love our parents" "Good job Samantha! Good job Lizzie! Jasmine is there anything you'd like to add to the conversation?" said Ms. Cross. "What was the conversation?" "Had you been listening, you would've known we were talking about parents. Pay attention in my class." Jasmine rolled her eyes as the class erupted in laughter. "I'm glad you know I wasn't listening..." she mumbled under her breath. "Is there something you'd like to say Jasmine?" "No ma'am! Dang." "Well add to the conversation." "K. I love my mommy and my daddy more than anything." "Oh don't we all." "Nah see you don't understand. Whatever. May I go to the office?" "Sure. I'll write you a-" before she could finish her sentence Jasmine was down the hallway

"Hello Ms. Raven. May I use the phone?" "Sure Jassy Pants! Just sanitize up" Ms. Raven was one of the secretaries at G. W. Carver Prep, Jasmine new school. She was younger and a lot nicer than most teachers so the kids naturally liked her. "Hey why don't you let us call you by your last name?" "It makes me feel old. I BARELY want yall to call me Miss.." "oh okay. That makes sense."

"Mommy" "Jassy! I miss you!" "I miss you moooore! When are you and daddy coming home?" "We should be there tonight. How's everything?" "Everything was fine until this teacher came along. She's racist first of all. Im the only black person in my class and she just doesn't like me." "Hm... tell me more." "Well the bell is about to ring so I'll tell you when I get home." "Uh fine. I love you my baby." "I love you too mommy."

"Jasmine..." "yea ms. Raven?" "That was Mrs. Maraj-Samuels?" Jasmine smiled at the lady "Yeeeaaah" "Tell her Raven said hi. I wonder if she remembers me." "She might. Have a great day."

Horrible huh? But it's only the first part so yeah. Please bear with me. The girl is Jasmine by the way

Friday, November 9, 2012

Confetti

I don't like this. It's not really anything. Jut a whole lot of little things put together. It's not the best but whatevs.






If there was a rope stretching up to sky
with all of my dreams at the very top so high
I'd get so caught up in everything around me
moving quickly
I forget to cherish every single moment I receive...


"Mommy I'm leaving. I have somewhere to be in like an hour but it's across town."

"Okay Nika. Be careful. Tell Safaree I said hello."

"What?"

"Isn't Safaree going with you?"

"Uhhh... sure. K. Bye."

With that, she left and was on her way. Little footsteps came down the stairs and into the kitchen. A few seconds later a young Micaiah came around the corner.

"Mommy who just left?"

"Onika."

"Where did she go?"

"I don't even know Cai."

"She didn't even say bye..."

His eyes sparkled with tears as he left out of the kitchen and back to his room. Mama Carol sighed and shook her head watching her little boy wall away.

"Oh Onika."

Suddenly the door burst open and Nicki ran back in

"CAAIIIHHH!!!"

He printed down the stairs into her arms.

"I love you little bro. Forever and always."

He looked up at her and smiled

"Forever and always."
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Don't wanna wait in line
even though it's so clear
that I'm called to use patience on this journey that I'm on
I know that I'll come out alive
and it'll only make me stronger...

"Wayne what? I don't understand..."

"We wanna sign you to Young Money Cash Money but you have to work to be put out."

"When do I not?"

"Nah. You gotta work harder for it."

"I'm working as hard as I... okay. Whatever."

She rolled her eyes and he smiled. She cool already.

"No. We are NOT trying to get rid of you Nicki. Just helping you have a more serious work ethnic. It'll pay off in the long run."

"I trust you guys. It's whatever."

"But that's all we wanted to say. Bye Barbie. Bye SB."

"Bye."

Safaree grabbed Nicki's hand and helped her up. The unconsciously walked out of the meeting and building hand in hand.

"Safaree... thank you for being here. I really appreciate it."

"No problem. Thank you for letting me be here."

He smiled genuinely while looking in her eyes. Her heart melted at the sight of his smile.
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I'M NOT WAITING TO BE HAPPY

Nicki ran up the stairs of his house and stopped before hi door. She took a deep breath and knocked. He aid come in so she opened that door and stood in the door way.

"Safaree...."

He looked up at her from his bed and smile. That... smile...

"Wassup Nic?"

"I'm in love you."





Ion know what this is but it was an idea. *shrugs*